My name is Georgia. I made the decision to see Louise for a number of reasons. As a person I feel that I have had a very good childhood and beginnings of a successful career, but along the way a few personality traits had emerged quite dominantly that weren’t to my liking. The following are in no order of importance as they are all important to me; however some have been around longer than others.

Firstly, Organisation. Even being successful in my Veterinary career and passing exams I have never mastered the art of doing it now. I have always left it to the last minute, upping the stress levels and motivation. My logical mind however felt I could achieve the same goal but with less drama if I was able to organise my time more efficiently.

Secondly, Dope Smoking. I have sadly always been of the smoking mentality having smoked cigarettes for years. Over the last 6 years marijuana has also become a strong regular prop. I enjoy the feeling of being stoned as I get a sense of relaxation and peace. The reality of life however is that it is unhealthy and has negative effects on the health of my brain and mind. I do however like being able to do what I want so a compromise was required. I knew in my soul that I had lost control of the situation and it was time to sort this problem out.

Thirdly, Specialist career. This has been a long haul through vet school and now onto specialist training. Circumstances will most likely lead me overseas and away from home again which is beginning to be more of a tug the older I get. However, the desire is strong but a motivation kick was required.

Finally, Emotional Control. I have long been a chatter and a person eager to say their point. I have become aware of some terrible tantrum type behaviours when my cage is rattled. To be able to stem the ride of anger before it rolled out of control was a tool I was hoping to find from these sessions.

I was marginally sceptical in beginning these sessions as I was never going to accept “this experience in you childhood is to blame theory” for some of these issues. For me to take private issues to someone would always require a personal connection with that person and the belief that they viewed reality and life in similar planes. I never got the feeling with Louise that we were trying to find a reason for the behaviours on a physical level. Once felt physically the identification with that ‘state’ enabled one to visualise that state mentally aiding the transformation into that state physically. My calm ‘Bob’ state has served me well and been a surprisingly powerful tool in modifying my reactions in tense situations.

I have defined the specialist goal and have sent applications to America for surgical residency positions. I still however left this to the last minute but were slightly more organised in the process. Having fun making lots of lists and pretty planners and definite improvements but a long way to go.

The dope smoking has been successful. Have had some bad days but overall have stuck to the small goals that are set on a weekly basis. I understand more the control the brain has and how ultimately the mind controls the brain. With this in mind the strength of will power has been strong. These sessions have stimulated some serious introspective thought and helped to sort out the frantic jumble that had taken over my mind.

Finally I would like to sincerely thank Louise for guiding me but ultimately letting me take the journey myself in my own way. Her beautiful person and manner was always inspirational and the genuine connection I felt was strong.

Georgia.

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